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Thursday, December 07, 2006
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For now i just need your support...i have all the opportunities...but no support...why am i so miserable?so pathetic?so unfortunate not to have the support despite all the opportunities and the abilities u see in me?u noe i can do it...i noe i can too...but why aren't u giving me the morale support i need from the closest people i am supposed to be with?when i tell u of my opportunities..of the offers..u quickly turn it down on my behalf...u say no...no to the future experience i cud haf gotten..u closed my doors to my fututre...U!not me!i want to go forward...but u are holding me back..why?!let me go for once...let me decide what i can n cannot do..i dun doubt my own capabilities...but u do...u were supposed to be there for me...but instead..u push it away from me...no wonder im pushing myself away from you...n towards people i shudnt be depending on too much...you make me do it...u make me sad...yes sad...a simple but heartbreaking feeling that you have...why do u give all that support to sumone who don't deserve it all?why?am i not good enough for u?am i inferior?im not perfect...none is..so people need support...but where is mine?why do i have to get that from other people?why do u ignore me when i say i got this i got dat...don't i deserve all that for effort?for all the determination...the pain i went through to make a name out of myself?why do i feel rejected...its not that i forget bout my other responsibilities...****...i hae this!im envious of all the peole who have the chance,the support...evrything...i dun have what i need...i just nid ur support...ur encouragement...ur word of love...but where is it when i needed it?is it too big a request?