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Thursday, January 04, 2007
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Im sorie...that is all i can say now...Im not okae..i dunno...it's just...haisz...i thought evrerything will be fine...n i mean everything...family...frens...sch work....everything is in a mess now...i dunno wat to do..crying seems to be wrong to me now...but i promised few of my closest frens that i will be okae...n i will be okae...just give me time...my life is in a mess...gosh...i thought i started the year perfectly fine...but..it seems that happiness doesnt last long...haisz...wat am i to do...the moment i wake up..all my problems come back to me...rushing for my attention...come on!don't i deserve a break?!argh!!i just wanna run away from all these...how?go out wif my frens?i always do that...im hapie when im wif them...but why is it when i come how its all back to square one?problems come back flooding in?i began tinking of what im not suposed to...assignments are being pushed aside..i am just tired...from all the drama,acting,conflicts...wat ever i do not everyone is hapie..yar...i noe that u cant make everyone hapie...gosh!its bugging me..coz i cant even be hapie...sometimes...i just feel like sleeping n not waking p...just staying in LALAland n have my own world...dreams that are just fine...Yar..dreams..i dun tink it will cum true now..i dun tink it will be made into reality...dats the exact reason for me wanting to stay in LALAland...to run away n just believe that it is the reality...But no!im not going to do dat...i will stand up!i will be the Hapie Su!the chirpy n hyper one that i had always been..im not gonna let all these kinda crap affect my life!i will Survive...im sorie....i relli am...