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Saturday, January 12, 2008
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okaesz...
first n foremost...
hapie new year to all...
i noe its damn late...
but its the thot that counts....
SALAM MA'AL HIJRAH
kpd saudara2 Islam kn...
may god bless you....
n may u have a better year ahead wif ur loved ones...

you noe...
everytime u step into a new beginning..
n in this case a new year, like i said before u tend to reflect on your past...
n yar...
i miss my past...
not that i want to go back...
coz you cant...
i mean...
your past is the furthest thing u have in life...
no matter how u cant turn back time rite?
so yar...
i miss y sec. sch times...
those carefree moments...
those were the years that shaped me...
not fully...but it became a stepping stone for me...
coz if not..
i wun be the Su i am now...
which can be a gud ting or a bad one...
i dunno...
up to u to judge it...
thats one thing...
i miss last year...
i miss two years ago...
as in..
whatever that happened...
it made me grow....
u noe...
something can just trigger you to do a lot of thinking..
n...
with the FO camp cuming up..
it made me think..
a whole lot....
i mean...
im not emoing la...
just reflecting....
gosh...
my first tiem without those people ive always worked with..
sorta dependent on them...
but no difficulties...
working with other people gives the experience too...
so FO camp 08, we can rawk it!~
the first FO camp...
Kem Evo...
thanks for that...
for it made me discover the family i am in right now...
it guides me to my future...
gave me a sense of belonging...
a sense of security...
i mean...
u mite not believe it...
but i dun like to be in a new environment...
im...hahaksz...shy?
yar...
believe it or not...
i am...
but give me a few moments n ill be okae...
let me have time to find frens...
ill be okae...
n now...
my first fren in poly, Azlin, is one of my closest frens...

so yar....
then exco 34...
woah...
loads of experience...
gave my my older siblings...
my bros n sis...
my stick when im in need of motivation n guidance...
u mite not know it...
but...
yar u all payed a very important part in my life....
thank you...
all of u...
then Kem Ilusi...
a great committee...
a great family...
for me...
the camp itself was okae...
i mean...yar..lots of tings can be improved...
im not really satisfied wif myself for that...
but thanksz to the rest it was a great one..
for which we haf to say gudbye to sum of our beloved bros...
exco 35...
kecoh...
we all knew each other...
we gel-ed well...
we worked well...
we fooled ard well too...
we are a great bunch...
loads of stuffs going on...
we can manage...
so yar...
lets go thru this acad yr together...
watever time we have left..
all together...
lets treasure the moment....
not only that...
SSP...
woah..
another family....
its not been an easy journey for me...
dilemmas...
commitments...
all within myself...
but you guys gave me an avenue...
sumting i really miss...
to express myself...
its like a channel coz..
of all of u...
thank you....
for giving me the chance...
AD, Muzikarama2 n 3,GPA,WAWAS....
gosh...
the experience...
we all bonded...
im sorie if i hadnt been there sumtimes...
but believe me...
my passion...
it makes it all possible to be part of u guys...
for Lions, we roar out load to prove we can do it...

Silat...
dang...
im feeling realy guilty at the moment...
havent been to training since Ramadhan...
coz of Muzikarama n Wawas...
really sorie..
ill cum back soon...
mebbe i cant be in IVP squad...but ill be there to join in the fun...
im so sorie...
i miss my Silat family too...
IVp was a great moment for us..
we were all fun!!!
lets do it again this yr...
n no doubt...
ill be there too...

all these memories...
it builds you...
but...
wen you look back..
what made things change?
was it u?
was it them?
cant be them...
neither can u blame on yourself..
coz there are bound to be changes for it is inevitable...
its just a matter of time...
so uve gotta embrace it...
take it in your stride...
let it be part of ur live...
n never regret the change..
never regret the past...
NEVER REGRET ANYTHING...
coz when u regret...
it is one sign of weakness...
dun just leave it to fate...
do your part to make your own future...
dun be afraid you will be alone...
coz there are people around you..
they mite not be there all the time...
but they are behind you...
whatever you do...

~!Su.Hai.Lah!~