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Monday, March 02, 2009
about:
resignation
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i want to tell you a secret...ive been keeping it in for quite some time...preserving it...or rather avoiding the topic...Im such a person that would rather avoid a conflict...a diplomat, to put it in better terms...i hate being caught in the middle...it takes me along time to decide what to eat, what more who is the right one in the fight..come on..life isnt all clear black and white...unless its mr Micky there who was black but turned ghastly ghostly...pfft..not the point Su...okae2...so...the topic of "where do YOU want to go after graduation?" scares me..it has to at this kinda times where u leave the school world and try to face the REAL world...come to think of it..ive never thought of what im going to do after graduation coz to me, the path is kinda clear...You graduate...after you graduate, you work...to tell you the truth..ive been denying myself of something all these while...thought that i could resign to 'fate'.or mebbe i thought...so when i decided to go for it, the answer i got was more devastating...i told myself i should have forgot about it...im the type of person that never regrets what i do coz i know WHATEVER we do results im some other actions no matter how small it is...but the revelation was just to heartbreaking for me...trust me..thats all i can ask...my heart ache...my chest hurts...ive changed...from leading MY own life, to an avoider...ive taken a step back and let others move and arrange my life for me without me knowing it...i let them do it...i should shut up...give the world a little more peace..