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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
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Hie people... im starting this on a kinda serious ting...so yar people...Deep in your heart or even on the surface u noe who u realli are...u cant deny it or lie..coz u are the onli one who noe urself...u cant have people telling u who u shud be coz u will be the one who will suffer in the end...i had that experience...not only once where people tell me i shud be this i shud be that...first few times...yar i agreed n listened to wat they said...sumhow after a while..i feel that i m not true to myself...y keep people happy when u urself is not happy?yar...i noe im rough on the surface..i am so...i dunno..so infeminine..or watever u call it...but i still am a gurl...i mean..yar...i dun wear skirts...i dun wear dresses...but i am a gurl...physically n emotionally...wassup wif 'cry...so we noe u have emotions'?i mean...wat...u wan mi to cry to show u i am a gurl...haisz...when i cry u say im emotional...when weear make-up u say i look like a drag queen...or...'a guy in a gurl's body.'gohs..people..wat do u want from me...when i change for u u didnt see it...i tink ill stick to being myself...if u cant accpet me for hu i am..then sorry...i am hu i am...in still the Suhailah u noe n it will stay dis way...coz im happy this way...Okae...back to fun joy peace n laughter..hahaha...so yar..haven updated for a week oready...lets see wat i did....Thursdayfundraising..aka HU bazaar...aka..lepak at the steps..aka meet my MLS frens...aka...slack..haha..or i guessed i slacked n had so much fun talking to my frens that i ruins sumone's relationship...mansz...1 yr oready...n all gone...becoz the guy talked to me..or rather i talked to the guy...wtf!its all a misunderstanding...n a super stupid decison...i mean..1 yr n throw it all away..harlo!i was planning ur burfday celebration...but yar...tings happened...kesian that guy...n i felt guilty at first...but then tinking bout it again...not my fault...there were other people ard n she noes for sure that i wasnt flirting...haha...n yar..FUNE paper on that day....it was okae...Fridayhad newswriting on that day n it sucked to the maximum explosion....so yar...lepak at the stall for a while...then went to SSp...then went to do my MST...n wen i came back i cudnt believe wat i saw..i mean i tot u were off?i knew the gurl was in denial...i knew dat she knew she made the wrong decision....i knew it...y?coz i knew the feeling of being in love...n yar...bought pink shoes..yar!PINK!haha....so gurlygurl...but i love it..its so bright..n atched step up wif my bros n neighbour...haha yar...my bros...Step up was super fun la...ARGH!~the guys were soooo hot...they can dance!~argh!~tyler!~n the gurl danm nice la...norah...the other actors were oso cool...haha...i wanna dance...i seriously...wanna dance...i dun care..saper nk joget dgn aku?!n yar..Tyler reminds me of my ex classmate...knew him as Fynette den...the hottest guy i tink..haha...in sec sch la...n poly....hmmm...haha...i noe u noe we noe...hahaSaturdaywent to NYJC for GPA briefing....dat day was boring.....then my uncles n aunties came...it was a sleepy day...i mean seriously...n dat day was my dad's Bdae...haha...hapie...wait..urm..44th burfday...haha...SundayMLS Jln Rayer...haha...super fun...but had its share of sad times...i mean i got angry like lotsa times coz of the comments people make...n yar...Mr P. didnt tell us wat he wanted too though....argh!dat guy arh..suker nah buat org tunggu..n if wat wan said was true...then..haisz...hmm...so yar...AMA n MR P. is the MS n MR JLN RAYER..haha...i mean seriously sey...aku tk sengaje...i mean its voting aper...haha...n yar...there was a 'couple' i like to see dat time...haha...nice one guys...good lucks...wish u all the best...haha...n yar...u noe wat...i tink Epin look like Hang Tuah on dat day...haha...wif his Royal yellow Bj Kurung n Samping..haha...hot...haha....n then came the most touching part...the mintak maaf part..Epin started it off...saying that MLS this yr was different...n that we r more like a family now..i mean relli..i feel that way..im happy wf u guys..u guys tot me a lot..n back to epin...he said that we shud maintain this way next yr...insyaAllah...dgn berkat doa korg sumer...insyaAllah...n yar...i mintak-ed maaf wif ada first..she coughed like non- stop..so yar...understooded la ehk..then came ama...mansz...i cried...i haven even say anitin....she too..we just cried...then we hugged...most of us cried...the gurls la...the gurls laughed at us crying..arep n epin la...korg nie..aper la...Mr P looked like he wanna cry..but didnt...he tahan la tu..step macho konon..haha..tk la...mintak maaf dgn Faan keke...i mean we were crying all that..tears from him didnt flow...but mine did..mcm deras gitu ehk..haha...haha...i wun forget the look u gave me Faan..haha...it was nice...n yar...mintak maaf dgn Mr p was awkward...haha...so yar...it ended dat way...i mean kalau epin tk mulekan speech dier...it would contain less emotion..haha...now i nid to mintak maaf dgn Syiks...haha...haven la..not oni mi...Ama pon samer..though da habes Syawal..tetap bleh mintak maaf per...haha...nanti la ehk Syiks..hmm...tapi biler tu???????????these week ill be damn busy wif Muzikarama...ill be dancing...n yar..people cum n watch me aite...kalau nk tgk kol mi aite..it will be on 1 dec...at SP auditorium...7.30pm..tix cost $5 jer...alah cum down n watch me aite....haha... heys!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna meet u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!u noe wat...oni tinking of u make me smile non stop like a cat that smiles damn wide..hehe...forget the name la..haha..cheshire i tink...haha...but then...*help me get over u...i cant live on like this animore...