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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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This entry...i shall dedicate it to my friends, whom i haf considered my family...my MLS Family...who plays an important part in my life...Thank you so much guys...
Warning: This is a true life story bout a gurl's affair dgn MLS...So kalau anda tidak mahu membacer sila tutup mater..susah sgt Jalan Dah!wakaka! n post aku ni panjang!
okae...nk start tau ni..hehe...Hapie Reading! =).........
One year with you guys haf passed...and i appreciate everything i haf done with u guys...I believe i haf said it before and i will say it again... I haf never been so attached to something in my life...yes i am kinda dependent on friends...im like that...coz if u see me at hm...without you guys, im different...im quieter...less active...less talking...i only talk when i feel i want to...why?Because i think my family background limits who i am...i cant dance, i cant act...haisz...if i were to ever do wat i did in sch wif u guys at hm...Confem kener kutuk Rabak'ah maut!im serious...im sick of doing something that i love but then being limited...yar...i noe i suck at all these la...but..haisz...at least korg 'entertained' ker aper kn...i tink la..haha...i mean...i feel suffocated at hm...
Tapi kan..kalau aku dgn korg, aku hapie...yar..kill me for being too dependent on you guys..attached to MLS ker aper kn..haha..wat u expect...aku dtg skola pasal nk turun MLS...nk lepak dgn korg...nk makan dgn korg pat corridor MLS though korg da pena kener warn..kiter ape kesah kn?hehe...i tink it all started mase bulan puase..Me, Ama n Syiks will turun MLS tiap2 kali mase break to lepak...ye la..nk lepak maner lagi...kalau lepak foodcourt..tergugat iman gue...so saner la kite lepak..haha....then one thing lead to another...kinda sounds wrong...n aku makin rapat dgn bilik MLS...bilik dier..haha...
Seriously kan...aku tk tau aper aku nk buat skrg kalau aku tk turun KEM EVO....wat if i didnt cum down?naseb aku sign up mase enrolment...Bob la org yg kacau aku..i remembered Nyqa being there too...asal ehk..ouh yar...i like her name..hehe...yg laen yg ader pat saner tapi tk tau sorie la ehk..org maseh blom kenal..so yar...i mean i was between that and SPSU camp..i thought..might as well masok kem Melayu dari mix kn..hehe...aku ni jiwa Melayu...anak Melayu la katerkn..haha...Naseb aku masok kem ni..wakaka!Niat nk tau budak Melayu...sub niat nk jumper mamat Melayu..yg hensem...hehe...Niat da laen tu...
So yar..the kem...was super fun...haha...met lotsa new people...Lin...org pikir kiter twins padahal tk der kene menggena sey...wakaka!Arep..mepeksz...kiter kenal pasal aper?aku tk pena pegi Snow City..wahaha!kesian aku...Ramai arh member2 aku kenal..Syiks pon samer..haha...kool...dan tk luper mamat2 yg hensem..haha..sampai kau tk kenal lelaki laen dlm kem tu...wakaka!tiap2 kali nampak dier..wakaka!starry starry nite!woohoo!tergugat iman aku..wahaha!imagine la..i didnt noe the existence of even Wan n Faan...skrg kamcheng...wakaka!mepeksz..n because of that org panggil aku saper?? Su Kullow! we r kuning we r yellow n together we are Kullow!wahahaha!n i won best female camper...sampai skrg aku regret balek awal...kalau tk...aku dapat amek gambar dgn si dek tu!WAAH!
And pasal kem i got called up for an interview for exco 34..aper lagi..aku amek arh chan yg ni...woohoo!alah...aku ni kn..dulu leader pat sec sch la...so aper lagik...GoGOGO!wahaha!n i took the tingies from a person..namer dier Razali..so yar...i looked..n saw Cultural...aper lagik..aku sebat arh beb!aku ni...jiwa melayu tk cukup...jiwa Seni Melayu!woohoo!yg laen2 post aku tk ingat...aku nampak Culture teros...shoot the burger!tu la yg aku aim....Pegi interview..woohoo!berdegup jantung ku bila kau panggil namaku..wahaha!soalan2 nyer..cepumas...tu secret sikit...the funny thing is kan...aku interview for Malay Language Society kn...tapi bebual step namer nyer English...i remember seeing Faizul,Zaki,Raudha,Hidayat n Nabil dere...i tink tu jer...lepas tu...lega nafas gue..tunggu jer dier call...haha...
Taptuptaptup...dapat tau jadi exco 34..haha...ingat lagik 1st meeting..malu aku..tunggu la namer dept. im in..hapie u dapat tau in Cultural...tapi turn off nyer Arep!wahaha!tk la...mamaen jer...n i remember this....ader org ckp...Norwhat?padahal member nyer namer Nuraini..wakaka!ramai dok..hmm...saper ehk...alah sumer la exco 34 ader...
FaizulEpinRazaliHazimahLiyanaRaudhaAhmadFaanDinFawzeyNaniYusriArepSuhailah
tu la line up untuk exco 34...lepas tu kan...ader AGM..wahaha!first time gue pakai baju kurung at SP..wakaka!n i remembered...Ama turun..wakaka!so did Adaw..bleh tahan ramai arh yg turun...so yar...ader la...amek cert ker aper....so yar..officially i was an MLS exco from that day onwards...
Besides that, since the first time i saw the cultural wing of MLS,Sang Singa Purba(SSP) aku da terpaut hati...so yar...aper lagi...once i heard ader training i went down arh...part gini2 favourite la..wakaka!pat situ la aku jumper Sudin...haha....Wan emocore la...n Ama...wakaka!went for SSP camp for freshies..had loads of fun...discovered loads of talents...besides the nite gossips...haha...it was an eye opener...then heard the news of an audition for an upcoming production by NTU/NIE Awallah Dondang..aper lagi...gue sebat tu chan jugak..wakaka!audition the role as Dayang tue...n Nisya as dayang..part tu gue kenal Nizal..mamat tu...bleh tahan hensem..wakaka!then maser audition for Jin...haha..i tot..Jin ni hensem...wakaka!kenal Jeff jugak..n Fuad...n Nazif...n ramai la gue kenal...nk list kn?giler kau...senang cakap gue ni kenal sumer org AD la..wahaha!got the role as a very kaypoh dayang tue...n yar...great experience..wahaha!kool..tanks ehk guys for giving me the chance..it opened my eyes n gave me a start in SSP...ouh yar..n because of that too i saw Aaron Aziz lookalike upclose..haha...Z la..wakaka!
Sambil2 tu kiter da start buat kerje as Exco..Bowling Comp at chevrons..haha..kool...sp yar..that was the first Exco event that exco 34 did...kool aint it..we had fun...so yar...haha...n u guess ni sumer happened till what month?August jer..wakaka!dari April till August..this lotsa tings happened...ni blom masok feelings..haha!~
Lepas tu kiter da start plan for major events...like RYC...kau...part tu...hardcore sia!~became a programmer dgn Ahmad n Faan for the Ramadhan Youth Challenge- Let our hearts shine...SPMLS co-organised it wif Al-falah Youth...seriously arh..part tu...Kau!pressure dier semacam..keje dgn Kak Marliana...perfectionist tau dier...so yar...what ifs...saper bleh luper...met amazing people like Kak Nur, Hamid and Along...n pasal tu..i got to noe Ama makin rapat...n also Wan...n the rest of the excos...the frequent late night meetings pat AlFalah...Old Chang Kee...haha..great times..i miss all dat...n pasal tu la...haha...godah dgn mak bapak...dorg tu yg tk tau kiter tungkus lumus nk beramal...haisz...takper..asal niat baek....sumer orite....
While all that going on maser bulan Ramadhan, preparations for our very iftar going on...Lead by Faan n assisted by DIn, it went all well...Syukur Alhamdulillah...aku jadi programmer lagi...but yar..the iftar was fun la..haha...gerek dok!coz dier* turun!but kn...during dat time guer baru putus cinta...so yar..kekok la sikit maser si dek tu turun...n yar..aku ingat...Arep cirit birit maser iftar..wakaka!Su Jahat!n yar..pasal ni la!Mahirah!dipersembahkan kepada MLS..wakaka!her first event in MLS..no more MLS virgin!wakaka!sorie the language...
Bulan puase tu...aku rase aku byk buat amal arh bulan tu...serious...i felt so good...Solat tk tinggal...it felt great to puase in Poly...along wif kengkawans rapat gue..hehe...InsyaAllah next yr akan lagik kebaboom!
Lepas tu Rayer!haha!braper jln rayer ehk aku pegi?1 wif first yrs...n sum close 2nd yrs...he* was there..kiut nyer dier!hehe...1 wif excos...hehe..teman...^cough2^hehe...SSp cubs..haha...n 1 wif my sec sch frens..so yar...dgn MLS sendiri da 3...siap sewa bus skali mase dgn exco n 1st yrs...hehe...collection yg dapat pon bleh tahan arh..hehe...
Ouh yar...by then i started to be invovled in the preparation of Muzikarama...im Pub....n i noe i cant do it..wahaha!but yar...at least i tried..though i tink Zana did most of the job..haha...maser 1st Muzikarama meeting la yg i noe that Jeff is in first yr..wakaka!gue tdk tau...n dat he is Thai..wakaka!auditioned for the main role Puteh...but nt my rezeki...went to a better person!Nadiah!n As as the FGN!Nizal as Aemon n Hadis as Frog Prince...the casts were great la..haha...serious arh...kalau nk tulis sampai biler seh...takkan abes nyer...wakaka!Once again..i knew more people..n yar...got closer to sum people in the process..haha...great working wif you people arh...wakaka!
Next up!Darma!woohoo!to Melaka!yesza!it was great...im in the commitee too...n yar...when we went there...woohoo!great ting la...coz of it...MLS i tink makin rapat...though makin byk problem cum up...but yar...kiter sumer kamcheng...Darma was unforgettable!serious...we shud do it again tau...next yr...to Langkawi ker...or korg nk jauh sikit....Thailand ker...up satu level..tapi duit up byk level!wakaka!
n yar!i forgot fundraising..it was fun la raising funds..wakaka!mepeksz!haha..but yar...the days when kiter lepak pat steps blakang stall...hmmm..controversial jugak la...tapi it was okae,..hehe..hapie dok!
N skarang...preparation for FO camp..Kem Ilusi..woohoo!i wonder kalau ader freshies hu r like me...because dorg masok FO camp everything started...coz i remember FO camp as if it ws yesterday..hmm..im the Asst. camp Commandant along wif Faan...Faizul will be the commandant...n yar...so tings will start full swing lepas exams...sumer excited..for now..woohoo!kiter okae...prog. da okae....commitee kiter gerek...ramai org!kecohrable nyer!biaser arh...kalau tk kecoh bkn MLS namernyer tu...wakaka!
Cakap pasal kecoh kan..kiter tk pernah ader meeting yg sunyi senyap..yg formal...haha...not even the excos..wakaka!kiter sumer kecoh...aper tah lagi dgn Din si paki tu n Fawzey...side kick dier..wakaka!deadly la tu due org!wakaka!tu yg gerek pasal kiter sumer...even the gurls kecoh!wahaha!zee skrg da kecoh..me n Nani da memang kecoh,,haha...u guys btoll arh...gave me a hell lot of experience!tanksz!~lurve korg sumer!muacksz!
n cakap pasal lurve kn...haha...my fren..hu wasnt in MLS ader ckp...'ehk,...MLS tu dorg kater mcm tempat carik jodoh...Btol ehk?'wakaka!aku tk tau nk jawab aper..tapi kan...btol jugak la...byk tau couple2 ni sumer dlm MLS...haha...so aku tanyer dier balek...'asal..kau nk carik jodoh ker?' hehe...member senyum jer..haha...MLS kn..haha...there is lurve in the air bebeh!serious arh...aku nyer crushes most dari MLS..haha...wakaka!aku da admit ehk..wakaka!so yar...i tink...MLS bkn ajer gif us all the love yg BGR2 tu sumer...but also...family lurve...brotherly sisterly lurve..haha..i mean...its great la all dat tau...happie sikit environment..tapi kalau ader cinta mesti ader yg terluka...sebab tu i said MLS pon ader brother n sisterly lurve...when we see one crying, kiter tk teragak nk tolong....share masalah ker...kiterr bukan kaypoh la...aku tau aku tk...kalau yg laen tu..haha,...Wallahualam..
Tanks for having me as part of the family people...Maceh to all these people...not in order tau...
Ama n syiks...great having u as frens...few of my closest frens dlm SP ni...though kiter da tk serapat dulu...aku maseh treasure korg all the same...korg tetap dalam hati kau...tetap aku nyer besties...the ring we haf connects us all though u guys memang da dalam hati aku...(wawah,,jiwang nampak...wakaka!)
Arep...kiter mcm ader love hate relationship tau...kdg2 kamcheng kdg2 tk..tapi kn...kau tetap gerek arh...woohoo!u taught me things..well?hmm..ntah ehk..hehe...tapi kn Arep..dalam hati ader satu jer kn?n aper kener menggena backspace n space bar?hehe...
Yus...u la my bro..haha...rounds it all..i mean seriously..u haf always been there wid me..tanksz yar....n sorie tau kalau i cry burok..wakaka!
Wan...ni lagi satu my bro..haha..tanksz for being there for me when i needed you aite...relli...
Faizul...cik abg ni..haha...umur da masok 21 tapi maseh kiut..wakaka!u led us well...Great Job..serious arh...i respect u sey...all the cobaan yg u had faced because of and also withn us...u handled it well...=)
Nani...gurl..dulu kiter rapat..abeh tu tk...abeh tu rapat lagik...so u see the hikmah behind it?stay strong aite...u can do it okae!hehe...
Din...amaciam Paki?hehe...sorie la ehk..byk gurau dgn mamat Paki ni...sorie ehk kalau terhurt ur feelings ker...tapi kn...gerek arh bebual dgn kau...so yar...haha...take caresz yar...n jgn start lagik tau!ingat tu..u said u stopped...hehe..(btw kn..hehe..discovered lots pasal mamat ni maser Darma..so yar..darma mcm reveal byk secrets..haha...)
Faan...ni lagik satu mamat...kau..tinggi nyer melampau!wakaka!tapi mase buat keje baek...suare pon sedap...he is the kinda guy u wid recommend to gurl frens or even bawak balek tunjuk mak..wakaka!mcm free advertising ni..hehe...sorie An..wakaka!ehk..tk..patut kau bayar aku for advertising you tau...25%...
Abdul Hadi...ni lagik satu abg aku...ni *baby* dier nk cakap ni..haha...great guy...tanks ehk Hadi...reli...Brengsek!wakaka!
So...ader lagik ramai arh yg aku nk tarok..tapi jumlahnyer melampau..okae la..asal korang tau aku syg korang sudah...n tanks all...lurves u...muacksz...
*seriously...sorie ehk saper2 nyer namer aku tk include...korg bkn tk important dalam hidup aku...cumer entry blog ni da cukup panjang..wakaka...yar...Aku cinta pada korg sumer...(nk step Siti tk jadi..wakaka!)
**once again...sorie ehk...entry panjang giler...
***by the way kn..i spent near to 2 hrs to type this blog in NOTEPAD...from 12 sumtin to 2.o5...@ my bedrm using naNi's laPpie on 23 jaN...