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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
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heyYo!
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Okae peepsz!amaciam???
aku penat sey!
its just 5 weeks into the sch yr but im dead beat sia!
coz of the projects n tutorials which are taking a hell lot of time...
gosh!
its like super stretched thruout the whole Sem sia!!!
wargh!!!
but we can manage it can we Maira?
hahaksz...
i dunno la..
penat dier semacam sia!
hahaksz...
its like i cnt stay awake after 12...
after 12 my mind will totally shut off...
i cnt read anitin!
no notes!no novels!
nothing!
its like so totally blank sia!!!
wth!!!
i dun understand...
kalau dulu!
wawah!
non -stop hits!
kes okae go Nyer!!!
but now...
pancit sia tayar guer!!!
aper nk jadi dgn aku ni???!!!!
gosh!!!
i cnt believe its oready 5 weeks into sch!
niari da wednesday...
next week da 6th week...
A.K.A. elearning week...
then tap tup da next term...
its so fast dat i cnt feel it..
i dunno la if it is a gud ting or not la...
hahaksz!
but yar...
it was fun?
hahaksz...
i guess...
it was tiring?
u bet!!!
it was unforgetable?
i guess for sum parts huh?haha!
but yar...
it was okae la..
for life as a Yr 2 student arh?hahaksz...
i wanna soar to greater heights...
i wanna reach my dreams...
as selfish as i mite be...
bt i wanna do ALL the tings i love
without thinking about others...
without thinking about my own limitations...
just soar up high non-stop
till i drop back to the ground...
but i cnt...
coz i dun live in this world alone...
i live it with people i love...
their feelings is wat i haf to consider...
dat is why i often say
i'd rather hurt myself than others...
coz its better to nurse yourself than others...
coz u cn try to find your own cure,
how hard it may be,
but u will find it,
coz hu noe's about yourself better,
than your own self...
but to hurt others...
you cnt find the cure to heal them...
unless they want you to do so...
but how will you noe
wat kinda cure suits them...
wat kinda antibiotics they can take...
wat kinda drug allergies they haf...
though u tink u noe them inside out,
there is still a part of them cover in their heart...
sumtin they never told you...
sumtin u never dicovered...
but sumtimes tings haf to happen
where you gotta stick to your own ground...
not move even when the tornado is charging towards you...
coz sum tings happen for a reason..
you do sum tings for a whole lot of reasons...
sumtin oni you noe..
deep in your heart...
no one else...
so...
sumtimes...
wen i do tings my way...
Do Not tink im insensitive...
dat im selfish...
but its just the situation...
why?
oni i noe....
and God too...
i still feel guilty...
coz i do feel bad very easily...
dats y...
sumtimes...
most of the times...
i just follow the way things are done...
just because i dun want to hurt anione....
im sorie...
this is just the way i am...
i wanna let u guys noe....
i love you...
i relli do...
no one shud be hurt by anione...
but sadly...
dats life...
im sorie....
ill do all i can to spread my love to you...
muakcsz...
my last words...
love does bring the world ard...
*gosh!asal aku jiwang nie???!!!