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Thursday, June 28, 2007
about:
down the hill...
author:name here
i know who i am...
and i have my own right to become who i want to be...
aku tk tau arh...
nowadays im feeling kinda down...
i miss myself...
like seriously..
coz i think a part of me is gone...
sejak2 ni...
i feel that there is a battle going on in me...
ntah la..
i just don't feel right...
once again yesterday,
i couldnt sleep...
i keep thinking...
of things...
it kept me awake...
but gosh...
do you know how tired i was...
i just want to sleep...
but i cant...
wargh!
God Help me...
i nearly cried just now...
i dunno why...
padahal aku da biaser dgn kater2 mcm tu...
kadang2 aku sendiri mengaku aku mcm tu...
tapi kenaper tadi...
ntah la..
mcm aku teraser benar...
ntah la ehk...
da kenaper dgn aku ni?
Ya Allah...
from wat i heard...
u arent doing too gud huh?
just take caresz...
sedih dgr u r like dat...
pls jaga diri...
sorie...
sumtimes kan...
i feel like i wanna feel more pain to forget the pain i am feeling...
ive been feeling dis way for..
haisz...ntah braper lamer...
i wanna punch myself...
feel like stabbing myself..
punching mebbe i get sumone to do it...
but stabbing...
i tink out of the list..
it will be more pain than i can take...
gawd...
i just want pain to get over this pain im feeling...
now...
i just wanna spar...
without vest so i cn break sumting...
to take away this pain im feeling...
blue blacks are nice...
broken arms...
hmmsz...sumting ive never had...
AStaghfirullah...
Su..aper ni?
dada...
jgn mepek..
pie saner makan chocs ker...bacer buku ker...blaja lagi afdal...
wats happening to me?
only gawd noes...
coz even i...
dunno...
~!sulalah!~