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Monday, July 02, 2007
about:
haisz-ness...
author:name here
Gee...
i dunno wat im feeling again...
hahaksz...
im insane..
i guess...
im tired la...
i dunno..
my immune system has been low as usual...
the weather isnt doing any good to my health...
everyday i feel sick...
woozy woozy...
like im gonna fall anytime soon...
bt no...hahaksz
im not la...
Su kan strong bebeh!
haisz...
i hate it la...
sumtimes kan...
i just wish i wud just fall tergolek...
nk luper kn aper yg happening in the world..
kire2 knock out la ni...
so Ama...
if u nid sumone to rembat sampai org tu mati,
aku la orgnyer...
tapi kan Ama..
jgn la sampai aku mati..
kau tk sayang aku lagi ker?
i wud love blue blacks...
kau nk trajang sampai aku masok hospital pon go head la...
aku no hal...
asal bill kau bayar yer kak...
kalau tk aku SUe!
muahahaha!
tgk..namer aku pon pat dalam tu word...
yar..
i wanna be kicked n punched..
so silat..here i come..
i wanna be bashed...
nk train arh beb...
utk IVP next yr...
i wanna be a tougher gurl..
on that can overcomer all odds...
but yar...
though im that outside..
or rather i try to be..
im still weak..
im still a gurl..
i still nid all that...
haisz...
asal la nowadays aku ni mcm sensitip sikit ehk?
shows that im a gurl bebeh..
u noe..
nowadays...i cant sleep...
tiap2 mlm...
i feel sumting is missing...
really...
i feel lost everynight..
when ive done all my stuffs..
when i just lay there on my bed...
spacing out...
rolling ard..
listening to music...
i feel empty inside...
i cnt sleep though im so darn tired...
i dun even noe wat im tinking...
i just feel empty inside...
if i do fall asleep pon...
i keep on waking up..
keep on having dreams...
dreams that i tink are kinda weird...
but haisz...
ni sumer permainan tidur...
wenever i feel empty...
i feel like crying...
but wen i start to..
a part of me tells me not to...
like i cant cry...
so its kirekan niat tk kesamapian..
i cant cry...
coz i relly cant..
nk force pon buat aper kn?
its like a block of mass in my heart...
ironic aint it..
empty but there is a block of mass...
haisz...
tk tau la aper nk buat dgn diri aku ni..
its stuck in me...
i want it out!
wargh!
if only i have a pensieve...
gerek dok!
i wanna watch Harry Potter!
n..
i wanna cry...
**pls...
jage diri okae...
i cnt do it for u animore...
though i wish u cud for me...
but..
for now..
take caresz...