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Thursday, September 18, 2008
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Sesungguhnya tajuk ku tiada kena mengena dengan apa yang ingin aku luahkan di sini... hehe... aku sebenarnya hendak menulis luahan hati ku dalam Bahasa Melayu ku yang indah tetapi aku sedari bahawa ia tidak akan menjadi seperti apa yang aku ingin kan... Jadi... bebual normal jer la ehk... maafkan ku jika aku telah mengecewakan mana-mana pihak dgn tidak menggunakan Bahasa Melayu sepenuhnya... Namun tetapi, akan aku terapkan penggunaannya di dalam bahasa seharian ku.. Aku ingin berjanji bahawa aku ingin mencuba untuk menggunakan Bahasa yg indah ini ketika berbicara... Walaupun ia tidak digunakan secara baku, aku ingin cuba untuk menggunakannya dengan cara yang betul... Kerana itu, aku ingin berterima kasih kepda jawatankuasa NURHAYAT 08/09... kerana telah memupukkan semangat yg begitu kental ini dalam diri ku.... okae dah.. tu jer... aku actually nk tido.but i simple cant... the feelings i haf in me is absolutely overwhelming... mcm nk nangis ader, nk ketawe ader, nk senyum ader... sumer ader.. mcm org gile... heh... all thanks to NURHAYAT again! seriously la.. klau tk kerana Iftar NURHAYAT di tepi pantai East Coast
on 18th Sept 2008, i wudnt be feeling this way... heh... not a bad feeling..but a WONDERLOUS ONE!!!! wonderful + marvellous sambil tulis blog post ni pn mcm nk nangis.. bukan kerana sedih.. but...hehe... i am so freaking TOUCHED la!!! coz ingat nk celebrate Ahlina n Wak nyer burfday jer... then they said nk celebrate Fahmi n my burfday skali.. touched woi!!!!!! cz..ntah ehk.. malu tau aku... burfday lagi 12 hari tapi org da sibok nk celebrate!hahaksz n to do it wid my lovely friends... yg dah ku anggap mcm adek bradek aku sendri... tk terhingga sey feeling dier... THANK YOU GUYS!!!!
n of course! how can i forget You? THANK YOU GOD for giving me the greatest things and people i can ever ask for in the world... *Gosh...i cnt believe im tearing while typing this* to all you guys out there... Su doakan u will also have the greatest things in life too... like how u have entered my life and became a blessing to me.. ALL OF YOU.... seriously arh.. by just having the iftar by the beach... it made me closer to the people around me... to the things God created... to the wonderful happenings in life... even though before the start of everything aku ader kekok sikit.. senang kater aku mcm malu la.. tk tau aper nk buat gitu... but seeing AHLINA, AIN, WAN, YUS, NINA..... n ramai lagi yg aku da lamer tk jumper... aku HAPIE SANGAT2!!~
RINDU TERUBAT OI!!!! once again THANK YOU!!!! n the simple break you guys gave us... heh... AKU EMO!!!! hehe... aku mengaku.. just by sitting by the beach.... wif my gurlfrens.. dgr lagu2 jiwang. tgk my friends maen air... tgk laut yg sungguh tenang.. langit yg sungguh.. fuh..... tk terkate aku... aku nk kater stress tk stress la.. cumer tkder mase utk diri aku jer... so that gave me time for myself... thinking bout all that... thinking bout *you*(: heh.. malu aku nk mengaku tapi aku nk luahkan jugak... aku bleh nangis... seriously.... 

aww... again.. bukan kerana aku sedih... but kerana aku terharu.. kerana aku sedang merindui seseorang insan(: kerana... aku JIWANG!!! hahaksz!~ buker aku tk makan byk.. but tgk kawan2 aku makan aku da cukup kenyang... tgk muker *you*(: i da hapie... everything that i felt before waktu buker sume lenyap.. just bcoz of YOU GUYS!!!! aww... *imagine im hugging you n kissing each n every one of you* mcm tk nk lepas kn.. n mcm aku tk puas.. even sampai skrg.. Aku maseh terase pelukan satu2 sisters aku... my gurlfrens.. *dang...im crying again..weak arh Su
* just sitting around... just looking at the convos people have.. the kemesraan.. keakraban... all these... i didnt sign up for this when i went for KEM EVO... but all these are.. aper dorg kater.. incentives ehk.. hahaksz! once again THANK YOU!!!!! Lin n Ain... korg la sisters ter-paling rapat aku... tk tau la aper aku nk buat without you gurls... seeing you again after quite sometime make me mcm..AWW... kau tau kan betape aku rindukan korg... gossip2 dgn korg..shh... hahaksz... n all that kinda gurltalk... alah... aku nk pelok korg lagi... THANKS GUYS!!!!! ehk salah.. GURLS!!!! syg korg la... n ROHANI, AL, SYAK, AHLINA.. guess wat... aku treat korg mcm KAKAK aku! hahaksz... though ader org tu lebih muda dari kiter *pts to ROHANI n SYAK* hehe... korg are the sisters i never had mansz... you gurls altogether are my comfort zone... aww gurlsz... GROUP HUG!!!! AMIRAH, ATHIRA and NINA!!!! woohoo..korg bru aku anggap mcm ADEK!!! hahaksz! u gurls rowk la...hahaksz! okae da...tu jer... ;) n alah..nk list all sampai biler mau game?! tapi AKU SYG SUMER! okae da... to my bros... syg korg jugak la... cumer tk bleh lebih2.. tajot org marah...hehe... alah...da tk tau aper nk kater.. nk pelok tapi tk bleh kn... imagine jer la yer... *imagine im hugging n kissing you guys* gurlfrens..jgn mrh ah...hehe ***WARNING
Klau tk nk bulu roma berdiri JGN BACER!!!*** ESP to *you*(: THANK YOU SO MUCH DEAR!!! you(: tk tau betape i rindukan you(: syg... imagine... 18 hari tk jumper you(: ... merana tau.. bkn you(: sorg jer yg sedih syg... i pon tau... and don't worry bout me... ill be fine... you(: just think bout yourself kae.... tadi.. trust me... im okae.. cumer.. heh... terharu...touched...terkesima... sumer la.. psl dpt jumper you(: THANK YOU(: for being in my life... i never thought i could go this far wid you(: ... as in really... maner tau you(: tk bleh tahan perangai i ker... hehe... alah.. tk tau aper nk kater... except... I Lurve You(: Muhd. Fahmi Hussaini
nothing can compare my love to you(: mebbe except to God, to my family... heh... once again... THANK YOU!!!!!
to ALL!!!! korg buat this year nyer RAMADHAN different... n... may the berkat of this blessed month be shared with you people i LOVE once again... a burfday celebration i CAN NEVER FORGET!!!!
all wories gone... for now... all love exists for all... stress but because of ALL the PEOPLE AROUND ME, i am still here.. SYG KORG SUMER
Su.Hai.Lah